love me or love me not..

Assalamualaikum..midnight post here...
xcly ak tnga sakit mate skang.bukan sakit yg berjgkit tu..tp xtawlah..tetibe kelopak mate cam bengkak lak..n sakit la sikit..huuu.plan to go to see doc early to avoid it from become worse..n it is very uncomfartable.
This post is special for one of ma friend..he said :"ak mncintai org yg xmncintai ak lg?"..

means..again la kan??ok,i'm supposed not to interfer with his matter,but here juz wanna share some thought..
kawan,bila ak mencintai dia,ak punye hrpan..bukan u memiliki..

ak suka tengok senyumannya,..cukuplah sekadar melihat dia bahagia.
kadg2,keliru apakah perasaan ini sebenarnya?.,

betulkah ak suka dia untuk jadi teman sepnjg hidup,

ataukah cukup sekadar dia disisi sebagai teman biasa?..

kdg2,hati dan akal sering beretelingkah,,
adakah perlu diluahkan atau pendam sehingga padam?

selalu memujuk hati agar tidak cemburu pd org disekeliling..

mestilah..sebab dia bukan milik aku..n ak xde hak..

tp..kdg2,hati membatasi akal..akal kalah lagi..

kalau aku pendam rasa,ak yg binasa,keseorangan menanggung rasa,

apa salahnya aku mencuba,mencari apa yg dia rasa..ak sudah bersedia dgn segala biacara dia

andai diterima,pada ALLAH seikhlas syukur..andai ditolak pon,tak ape2..

kerna ku mencintainya bukan sekadar ingin memiliki kan?

akhir kata,kawan,kalu kamu benar2 suka..kamu pikirlah semasaknya..
pk ape yg terbek buat kamu...kalo yakin dgn perasaan kamu,kamu brterus-terang jew,,,
but prepare urself  kay...tu yg pling penting..kalo yakin Allah da aturkan dia u kamu..
jagelah dia sebaiknyew..*sahabat aku cinta(wali band)

bless me mom n dad~~

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
first day being home for sem's break..yesterday was a long journey from k.pilah to Terengganu..
but it's worth it..being home is the most wonderfull thing happened in a year, since i'm at nilai for six months...
even sometimes its a little bit messy or noisy at home,still there is no beter place than home..
 eventhough i'm already home, i'm still miss mom n dad alot..of course, when comes to think that we'll be apart again,soon enough.. too little time with them..of course i'm gratefull with what i have now.but u know.
always miss mom n dad..n can't be with them for the next six months..its ok,i study hard for them though...wot i want from them juz a big bless from both of them..thats all.i'll do d rest..
n bring sumthing for them,,owh,arghhhh..how about my this sem result???*wonder*wonder..
pray hardly..may Allah always bless my effort..Amin~~
mom n dad...everything i've done n will do is for ur sake..luv u with all ma heart..
*bless me n my future husband too..hee..

kids

Assalamualaikum....

kids~~always like to watch them,

even their curve of smiles and their drop of tears..

very pure from the bottom of  their heart...so adorable..

try to explore each thing they just found,

try to explore the world.and at the end, they had learn many things..

without they realize it themself..

didnt care if they'd scratched their knees,and bleed their fingers..

coz they were born to fill this world..to make the world seems alive..

didnt care all the mom's shouted n father's scary face ever...haha

they keep running to the end of the world.

to find what this world exactly is..n to plan how to live there~~

so,,,let them be..

till they tired from the tiredness n sleep silently..

then,you'll miss to watch them playing,laughing n crying...

for one more time..for just one sec..

you might even beg for it...

coz these kids...you'll never found them nowhere..

coz it's in yourself...it is your childhood memories..

n it's a big loss when you can't recall each of those memories....~~~~~

i know it  coz..that's what i feel too..@_@

it keeps happening!!!

assalamualaikum...
owh..duhnoe wot to do nmore..it keeps happening duh..
i thougt it'll fade away from heart someday..urghggg...its good if u can command  ur heart..
 you can ask it to throw away a person who u might not want to be in ur heart,coz it'd cause so much pain..

when you thought it is already gone, u are decided to move on..unfortunately,it still here..in ur heart... for those who their heart being hurt the most..lets move on...n be strongger!!!!!!

adios,wasalam.

tahun baru lol...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
baru pasan do,post yg bawah tu first post for this year..
n i did'nt wish y'all happy new yaer pon an..da trlmbt ea...sowi.
 so this post juz to wish...'happy new year' n may this year is a lot better than last year kay...
azam baru,,already listed in my diary... :) harapny dapatla penuhi sblum
d end of 2012....okai...




adios guys..wassalam

untuk yang cinta matila sangat~~~hoho

ASSSALAMUALAIKUM...post ni xbrmkne ak tnga free gile skang...

not fully free la coz ad 1more paper to answer la..

PAPER LAW..miss sir K.A...hmmmm

so,bkn na ckp sal exam lg...ni na ckp sal cinta mati...hoho

ramai yang cinta mati kan..act,pe mksud cinta mati nih???

cinta pada kematian ke?ske membunuh ke?ske mati ea?

huhu..xlah...ak pon xtaw wot d exact meaning..

tp bg ak,cinta mati ni,ialah org2 yg sanggup bunuh diri sbb cinta yg

DIHALANG,DIREJECT,DICURANGI...kotlah kan..

d point is,wots d point smapi na mati2???ak bkn na takbur la kononny ak ni ta cinta matilah..

Astaghfirullahalazim,.,,mintak dijauhkan...

pade sape2 yg mengalmi jenis2 cinta diatas,

ape kate kita selalu bersedia untuk menerima,redha dan pasrah(ombak rindula pulak)...

n here,a special dedication to those people...ilham dari mimpi..entitled 'PASRAH'

enjoy y'all...<3

Pasrah…

Percayakah kamu jika kutakan
aKu suka kamu pada pandangan pertama
Jangan ditanya mengapa kerna
Aku juga tidak pasti apa yang membuah rasa


Aku tidak memaksa untuk kau sambut rasa ini
Dan bukan salahmu bila kubertepuk sebelah tangan
Mencintaimu bukan sekadar ingin memiliki
Tapi aku lebih memilih untuk melihat kau bahagia


Andai tiada lagi ruang kosong dihatimu,.
Terimalah aku walau sekadar teman biasa,
Tak mahu menaruh harapan setinggi bintang,
Kerna ku tahu dirimu kini sedang diawangan…


adios,wassalam..
 
'ilham dari mimpi'